This Love ; Hans & Natalie
Ours'
Since 240312 ; <3
And He Said,
Even If I'm Not There,
Wednesday, January 23, 2013, 7:23 AM
HAPPY 10th MONTHSARY!
Hello my darling, it's our 10th Monthsary today!2 more months and it'd be our anniversary already. (:
I bet you can barely remember of where we took this picture, right?
Well baby, it was taken on New Year's day, when we were on the bus to Beauty World at 1:30AM in the morning!
I'm so in love with you baby, I really am. I've been madly in love with you for 2 years when we first met, and I still am right now.
So can you kiss me now? Hehehe.
I just love of how I can be myself when I'm with you. If I ever behave like how I do when I'm with you with any other group of people, they'd think I'm mad.
They'd think I'd have Tourette's Syndrome.
CHEEEEKS!
I love of how you'd still call me beautiful when I'm in my PJ's and my hair messed up, I love of how you never fail to send me home, even if you're dreadfully tired, I love of how you're always willing to put me as your first priority, and you'd never hesitate to do anything for me.
I love you darling, and I would never, ever, give up on you.
I know that sometimes I can be hard to handle, I know that sometimes it takes a lot for me to listen to you. But baby, whatever it is, whatever I do, I still love you.
I love the way you play with my hair, the way your arms feel when they're around me, the way you look into my eyes when we're about to say goodbye, the way you hold my hand so tightly when we're in a crowd, the way you'd always pull me to your side when I'm feeling upset.
And you were right darling.
Nothing beats looking 360 degrees in school, just to find the one that holds the special place in your heart.
I love everything of you, and everything that you are going to be.
I promise you that.
No matter how hard the situation, I'll never give up on you.
We're gonna get married, right? (:
I know that I'm seventeen, but baby I know that this love's gonna be forever.
It will never last, simply because there's really no ending to it.
I don't want to last with you, I want to be with you, forever.
Happy 10th Monthsary my love,
I look forward to seeing you tomorrow!
Love,
Natalie Lim Yi
Sunday, November 25, 2012, 2:29 PM
Hello Love.
Thank you for the goodnight message yesterday, it was really touching and beautiful to hear.
Fights happen darling.
And it's a matter of whether we're able to get over it together or not. Yesterday's was an excellent showcase of how we're able to cross over such hurdles, with us still hand in hand.
It's not easy to love someone baby, it isn't. People from all around the world think that love is about finding that perfect person, but it doesn't work that way.
Everyone has flaws, including me, and you. We'll never be perfect, simply because we are human.
You see, loving someone isn't about finding that perfect person. Loving someone is about finding that one person with all his shortcomings and flaws, be it if it's his punctuality, his tendency to forget things, his laziness, or his overprotectiveness, and loving each and every single part of him all the same.
In my case, that person that I love is you, darling.
I love you, everything of you.
And all I hope for is for you to feel the same.
Relationships will always require sacrifices, and I am too, willing to sacrifice anything for you.
Even if it means giving up my dreams, ambitions, friends, fame and time.
I'd do it all for you.
If you ever need me to do something, just tell me. I'd do it, no questions asked.
I just want you to be happy darling. Nothing will make me happier than seeing the one I love most happy.
And I really do appreciate what you'd do for me.
I understand that DJing is a really important part of your life, along with your dreams of being a pilot. When you told me that you were willing to give up all of those, I just felt so overwhelmed with your love as that would be such a great sacrifice.
I'd do the same for you baby, I'd do the same.
If you were my plane darling, I'd always take care of you. I promise that I'll always make sure that you're in tip-top condition, and that you're never hurt.
I'll make sure to never neglect you, and always, diligently send you for maintenances.
Because if you were my plane, I am your pilot. And you are my responsibility.
You would be a plane that I'd take to so many places with, and the one and only plane that I'd use for my entire life. No matter how outdated you'd be, or how others would laugh at us, or how they'd always change their plane models,
I wouldn't.
Because what they've missed out is a plane that has it's cabin so filled with memories and love for a lifetime, and a plane with its parts worn, only because it stood up for fights against the rough weathers, with utter faith and trust in its pilot.
I love you, darling.
And whenever you feel like giving up, please remember,
Simply because I will always be there for you.
Enjoy school today darling, and I hope that you love the cookies! (:
I love you.
Forever and always.
Love,
Natalie Lim Yi
Wednesday, October 3, 2012, 11:54 PM
It's just really hard.
Hello love.
Well, you want my interpretation of the 25th September?
Hmm, sounds like you're being lazy darling!
25th September 2012
Sooo, 25th was practically a movie marathon!
We watched Ratatouille, Hollow Man, The Doll Master AND My dog Dou Dou.
Wow.
Ratatouille's always a classic! It's a definite watch for people who love to cook. Besides, what can be cuter than a Rat whom knows how to cook!
And I've just got this thing for cartoons with really big eyes!
*hint* I wanna watch Frankenweenie!
It's directed by my favourite Tim Burton, so I doubt that it'd be a let down, because Corpse Bride was just awesomeeee.
Gaaah, there's just so many movies that I wanna watch in October, but school has started by then!
There's Taken 2 too! ):
Well, back to the topic.
So after we bought the tickets to 'My Dog Dou Dou', we then went to CoffeeBean to chill.
FINALLY, THE CHOCOLATE BANANA IS INSTOCK. God, I've asked a thousand times for it and a thousand times I was rejected.
We then watched The Doll Master on Youtube.
I hate dolls.
Dinner was settled at Carls Junior! Uber fattening, but I love love love the burgers there. ^^
Shared with baby one burger and a packet of onion rings, and he ordered another Fries.
Gosh.
Fatty fatty bom bom, eat already still want popcorn.
OH IT RHYMES.
HAHAHA.
After that, it was then movie time!
I cried terribly in the movie 'My Dog Dou Dou'.
I'm just a sucker for animal movies.
It's like, there's bound to be a character that dies.
Short conversation between my boyfriend and I before the movie.
Me: Confirm the dog die one.
Boyfriend: Who says? That's a lousy stereotype.
Me: No meh? In Hachiko the owner of the dog die. Then in the end his dog also die. Marley and me the dog also die, you tell me, which movie doesn't have anyone of them dying?
Boyfriend: -___-
So in the movie, *spoiler alert*
The dog dies.
SEE? SEE SEE SEE?!
And I cried, yes. But as I went in for a hug, I realized he was crying too.
Or tearing, whatever he says!
We were pretty tired after that, and so, we headed home. (:
All in all, the 24th and the 25th were great days.
And well, now.
I'm really sad, because my baby's in Hong Kong. But that's not the worst part.
The worst part is that, I'd be flying off to Australia today at 1045PM too. I'll only be landing at about 845 Australian time, and I'm not allowed to bring my sim card with me.
Dayum.
Will be getting a prepaid there to whatsapp him, hopefully I'll be gettting it by Noon.
That's so loooong. Almost 24 hours without texting as I'm leaving my house at 6PM, Le' Sigh.
I'm not feeling very good now, because I just miss him so much. The thought of not being able to see him hurts me in every possible way.
Recieved a text from him about an hour ago, his plane has landed and he's on the way to his hotel now.
Hopefully he'd be able to get a prepaid ASAP, so that we can whatsapp abit before I leave the house.
I love you Hans.
I miss you.
I promise to never cheat on you, or fall for anyone else. I will not forget about you during this trip, so please do not forget about me too.
Please remember to have your blankets on when you're asleep, and eat regular and proper meals.
I love you, please wait for me to come home next Friday, my flight's 9AM in the morning, I'd be back at around 3-4PM.
Once again.
I love you.
Love,
Natalie Ishot
Tuesday, October 2, 2012, 8:04 AM
It's time for an update !
Gosh, it's been a long time since i posted. So Imma keep my promise to my darling :)From 24.09 ~~
It's been a fun and sad week . Fun because of the times we had at sentosa !
So on our half anniversary, i brought my babygirl to sentosa to play ! Boy it was fun ! You can't imagine how someone can look so scared while riding a bike . And with every bump or cornering that we went , baby screamed and shouted like there was no tomorrow. What did we ride ? I'll show you !
It's really amazing, cause even when one person can't ride a bike at all, both of them as a whole can cycle to the ends of sentosa and back without a single scratch !
We then went to the beach and baby choose the quietest spot . One where there had less than *counts fingers* 7 people on the whole stretch of sand that we were on.
Sadly, It was already so late in the evening that we couldn't even swim a few meters before getting called back by the life guard. Oh well, we still had loads of fun playing with the sand though ! We even tried making sand castles but , erm , the castles didn't really look like what we expected . Stilllll, it was great great fun !
Before ending the whole day, we had dinner ! This was no ordinary dinner, it was the most filling one that i've ever had. God. It was a buffet that baby had brought me to and i have to say, the food was delicious ! We had:
chilli crab !
Tons of Seafood !
And Rojak !
Now i may sound a lil greedy, but EVERYTHING WAS FREE FLOW ! Where on earth do you get all these for free flow ?
Thanks for letting me know about the place baby ! I know where to satisfy my hunger next time ^^
We then ended the day watching Ratatouille on my laptop ! Which, i fell asleep , im so sorry but i was very tired !
25.09
Imma let baby do this day, i wanna see what she writes ! :)
26.09-30.09
So we spent the rest of the week doing what we usually do . Going to each other's house, and web camming and talking on the phone. But it's small things like this that makes this relationship even more special. Cause if you guys can see the pictures we've taken of each other during our webcamming sessions, you'll laugh. Cause they're hilarious !
This week's update will come real real soon ! In less than 24 hours ! :)
Friday, September 21, 2012, 7:06 AM
She looks into his eyes, and she says "I, want you forever, forever and always."
That's the video of my silly baby. (:
Today's a rough day, because we aren't spending the day together.
I practically spent the entire day using the computer and sleeping. I couldn't really sleep though, as yesterday's events were playing in my mind. I had so, so, much fun with him.
Also took some time browsing through the pictures we had taken in my ipod.
I miss you hun.
This is a picture he sent to me today, when he was going for the F1.
He's so cuteeee. (:
But somehow, he doesn't look very happy. ):
I miss you, I miss all the silly things we do together, and the nonsense that we say. I miss irritating and annoying the hell out of you, and I miss hugging you on the escalators.
I miss pinching your cheeks,
I miss all your unglam moments,
I miss your tiny, tiny eyes, because they always tell me that you love me.
I miss you, baby.
Well, at least I get to see you tomorrow, right? (:
It's just so hard to live without you.
I love you, babyboy.
No matter what happens, I'll always do.
I miss the sound of your voice, and I miss the rush of your skin. I miss the still of the silence, as you breathe out, and I breathe in.
Love,
Natalie Lim Yi
Monday, September 10, 2012, 6:49 AM
Only because I care.As seen from my blog, I went to the zoo with my babyboy yesterday! (:
Heh, when we first entered the entrance of the zoo, we decided to add on something into our 100 goal list.
And that was,
Renting the scooter and riding it around.
No, we're not kidding.
Although we have to pay $35 for one, but I actually think that it'd be pretty fun!
Anddd, I got to see the Zoo's ponies!
I love horses, like, I seriously do. So when I saw them, I went gaga over them.
Baby couldn't stand the smell of their poop, so he walked away, but he came back after awhile anyway, heh.
"Hello Ponyyyy, you're cute, but you smell too!" , He said.
SO CUTEEEE.
It's just god damn difficult to forget the things he say, because they're that funny.
We also went to see the goats, which ate the leaves from our hands!
There was this little boy beside us, and he called the goats 'goaty goaty'. That led to my boyfriend typing this one sentence in his goodnight message for me.
It went,
"Never would I imagined that I would have so much fun getting wet, splashed by a sea lion, and smelling goaty goaty's poo."
OH, and have I mentioned of how un-photogenic my boyfriend is?
But he's still really handsome and cute to me. (:
And there's just something about this picture that makes me laugh like crazy..
Probably the silly face he's making at the back, yes?
Gaaah, but the main point is,
I'm just more than happy to plan the whole birthday celebration for him.
Sure, it did take a lot of effort, but it was all worth it.
It was actually my first attempt at sewing a stuffed toy, and a lot of heart was put into it. I didn't want to give my boyfriend anything ugly.
Hans, you're 18 now.
There's so many more years that is to come for you, and I really do wish you the best in everything. Always reach for your goals, nothing less, alright? Life is going to be tough; it's never easy. But hang in there, and everything will pay off.
If your dream's to be flying a plane in the sky, go for it.
If it's being a freelance DJ, well, DJ you shall be (:
All I wish for is that I'll be in your dreams, or your goals.
Be it in the future or now.
Because honestly love, I can't see myself without you. Throughout these months, we've bonded so much, and you've became a part of me.
I love you baby, and I'm glad that you enjoyed everything. (:
Goaty goaty poo,
Natalie Lim
Sunday, August 26, 2012, 9:00 AM
Oh god and before I forget, here's a screenshot of my boyfriend studying.
(;
Goodnight!