She looks into his eyes, and she says "I, want you forever, forever and always."
That's the video of my silly baby. (:
Today's a rough day, because we aren't spending the day together.
I practically spent the entire day using the computer and sleeping. I couldn't really sleep though, as yesterday's events were playing in my mind. I had so, so, much fun with him.
Also took some time browsing through the pictures we had taken in my ipod.
I miss you hun.
This is a picture he sent to me today, when he was going for the F1.
He's so cuteeee. (:
But somehow, he doesn't look very happy. ):
I miss you, I miss all the silly things we do together, and the nonsense that we say. I miss irritating and annoying the hell out of you, and I miss hugging you on the escalators. I miss pinching your cheeks,
I miss all your unglam moments,
I miss your tiny, tiny eyes, because they always tell me that you love me. I miss you, baby.
Well, at least I get to see you tomorrow, right? (:
It's just so hard to live without you.
I love you, babyboy.
No matter what happens, I'll always do.
I miss the sound of your voice, and I miss the rush of your skin. I miss the still of the silence, as you breathe out, and I breathe in.
Love,
Natalie Lim Yi
Monday, September 10, 2012, 6:49 AM
Only because I care.
As seen from my blog, I went to the zoo with my babyboy yesterday! (:
Heh, when we first entered the entrance of the zoo, we decided to add on something into our 100 goal list.
And that was,
Renting the scooter and riding it around.
No, we're not kidding.
Although we have to pay $35 for one, but I actually think that it'd be pretty fun!
Anddd, I got to see the Zoo's ponies!
I love horses, like, I seriously do. So when I saw them, I went gaga over them.
Baby couldn't stand the smell of their poop, so he walked away, but he came back after awhile anyway, heh.
"Hello Ponyyyy, you're cute, but you smell too!" , He said.
SO CUTEEEE.
It's just god damn difficult to forget the things he say, because they're that funny.
We also went to see the goats, which ate the leaves from our hands!
There was this little boy beside us, and he called the goats 'goaty goaty'. That led to my boyfriend typing this one sentence in his goodnight message for me.
It went,
"Never would I imagined that I would have so much fun getting wet, splashed by a sea lion, and smelling goaty goaty's poo."
OH, and have I mentioned of how un-photogenic my boyfriend is?
But he's still really handsome and cute to me. (:
And there's just something about this picture that makes me laugh like crazy..
Probably the silly face he's making at the back, yes?
Gaaah, but the main point is,
I'm just more than happy to plan the whole birthday celebration for him.
Sure, it did take a lot of effort, but it was all worth it.
It was actually my first attempt at sewing a stuffed toy, and a lot of heart was put into it. I didn't want to give my boyfriend anything ugly.
Hans, you're 18 now.
There's so many more years that is to come for you, and I really do wish you the best in everything. Always reach for your goals, nothing less, alright? Life is going to be tough; it's never easy. But hang in there, and everything will pay off.
If your dream's to be flying a plane in the sky, go for it.
If it's being a freelance DJ, well, DJ you shall be (:
All I wish for is that I'll be in your dreams, or your goals.
Be it in the future or now.
Because honestly love, I can't see myself without you. Throughout these months, we've bonded so much, and you've became a part of me.
I love you baby, and I'm glad that you enjoyed everything. (: